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Title: An Angel…Just in Time

Sitting at my family’s cemetery plot, I was contemplating my future. It has been six months since cancer took you. We had eight years of bliss, followed by two years of sorrow and pain.

Even the weather has been painful. No rain for over a hundred days. I am on my fifth stick of lip balm. A smile crossed my lips and it hurt my cracked lips.

It all didn’t matter any longer, and it would be over soon. I wanted them to find me here to let them know I cared about you so much.

I had to take the pills soon since I only had half a bottle of water left. I thought I had cried my last tear but was about to add to that ocean. That’s when I heard an awful whining close by. My plan would have to wait while I solved the current mystery.

She was cradled up against a nearby large tombstone. As I approached, she lifted her leg as if to wave me over. She started whimpering as I got close. She was a golden lab mixed with what looked like Queensland heeler. She tried to roll over, but the pain was too much for her. She looked like she might have been hit by a car, but what surprised me is that her tail was wagging.

She reminded me of my first dog, “Pepper,” who was with me until the last day of high school. She had a habit of lying too close to the road and got hit by a passing car. I didn’t know what to do, and she died crying in my arms. Maybe that is why I became a veterinarian. I could service other animals but resisted having one of my own, as the pain of separation was just too much.

I touched her head, and she closed her eyes, placing her leg on my arm. I stroked her head and heard her blow out a sigh.

I cupped my hand and gave her the last of my water.

*.*.*

That was two years ago. Now we are the best of companions. When we visit the cemetery, she still has the habit of lifting her front leg. Maybe it’s a wave, a thank you, or just a memory of her being alone and in pain. Now it puts a smile on my face, which doesn’t hurt anymore, as the monsoons have given us more than our share of rain.

What’s peculiar is that every time we are here, it makes me think of what would have happened if she wasn’t here that day. I still wonder if she was here for me to save her, or was she sent to save me?

I decided it was best to believe she was the Angel sent to save me. She does have blonde hair like my wife’s.

Things happen the way they are supposed to!

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Michael Mohr's avatar

Lovely. Very true. Re-stacked this. Everyone should read it. I just wrote on this topic as well:

https://michaelmohr.substack.com/p/writers-versus-the-world

Michael Mohr

‘Sincere American Writing’

https://michaelmohr.substack.com/

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